Feeling

We have known each other in a very short period

Even at the time when I am not ready and understand how to know you

I don't understand the meaning of you until I grown up

I have chosen my own puzzle to decorate my life but my eyes were closed

Too many, too complicated and too tiring because this world is too demanding even when I'm not ready for it

Dad, could you hold my hand even for a while, I don't know who to hold on, I'm nervous..

I promise, I wont hold it too tight 

Cause' I won't let you feel the roughness of those road that I 've crossed
 

God, please give me a chance at least to complete the story of my life

The feeling that I just could learn from people expression

But thanks God,  you have teach me how to love him with his absence

 

Only if I could, I will create as much story that I could so I will give my very best smile when He's asking you to leave me again