lovely words

A small feature girl who looks tough 

who always stay close to protect me alone by herself

She had given me anything that she could, just to create a very simple smile on my face

I am definitely not a perfect girl for you

Sometimes I have chosen something just for my own benefit

Sometimes I have reacted in such  a wrong way

All the tears upon your face has shown me how tough the game of this world

I miss my brave lady

Let me show you dear, how much I am craving for your existence 

How eager I am to make you smile and be proud of me 

Be patient, I promise I will fight

Cause' I'm still your nice little girl that you have raised

Question

May I ask

Have you ever interpreted your emotion into few words

Empty, missing, angry, sad, lonely, excited or sometimes even grateful

Its all sound common for me

Combination of few words which are too loyal to me

Feeling

We have known each other in a very short period

Even at the time when I am not ready and understand how to know you

I don't understand the meaning of you until I grown up

I have chosen my own puzzle to decorate my life but my eyes were closed

Too many, too complicated and too tiring because this world is too demanding even when I'm not ready for it

Dad, could you hold my hand even for a while, I don't know who to hold on, I'm nervous..

I promise, I wont hold it too tight 

Cause' I won't let you feel the roughness of those road that I 've crossed
 

God, please give me a chance at least to complete the story of my life

The feeling that I just could learn from people expression

But thanks God,  you have teach me how to love him with his absence

 

Only if I could, I will create as much story that I could so I will give my very best smile when He's asking you to leave me again