Nothing

Old songs seem aint right
Looking at things but aint see any
Numb besides tears  
I'd refused to hear and felt
Again and again, losing my senses

Love

In love you are not asking
You are a true believer that the pain will always being defeated by his absolute happiness
The most tender and sincere things on earth
A measureless of pleasure


To love means being devoted, and only ..
To be wounded by your own misunderstanding of love


Love is an extend gratitude to someone whom do you love
Its existence is for your hunger soul

Soul

What is the meaning of you
You are like the word melancholy
You are like the night with million stars
which give me fantasies and reasons


I worship you
That's where you stand for as long as I'm here


Loving you is my soul
Loving you is my desire
Loving you is my perfection


Today..love and pain are sleeping together
Our past would always be on my mind
The future is for you and it is not for me
Let my soul rest with our past memories
In me nothing is extinguished and forgotten
Forever..

Reality

What date was yesterday?
Smiles turn into hate
Affection turn into disappointment


I can not contain this
I hardly breathing and I hardly see
My eyes are open and the tears fall down
Keep falling until I'm shaking
I could not move..oh too much pain on my body and heart

I dont know what to do next even how to close my eyes

Quote

Too much words to express this
I rather sleep and not awake in the next morning

Dream

I slept and I woke up
I sleep again and I woke up
Why nothing is getting better?
I sleep again and saying goodbye

Tears

When you are in pain and tears refuse to fall
It is more painful than the tears itself
You carry the pain with only your heart knows
But when everyone try to delve
You just do not care cause' what you carry is away deeper than what they are even imagine

Heaven

I’m standing at the balcony facing the sky in the middle of our beautiful cave wearing your favorite lingerie

I was there and standing still looking at the beauty of everything

You were sneaking to our favorite place and looked for me

Desperately calling me

Passionately kissing and rubbing as if there will be no tomorrow 

Ocean waves and thunder rumbles are watching us

But the beat of our pure heart conquer the noise from Him

It touches the nerves and heats the sole of my feet

Suddenly, the heat wake me up and I got tangled

Wedged in between reality and starlight fantasy

Shedding tears not because I have lost my sleep

But letting this impeccable dream disappear from reality, it’s stoning me, my dear

Love

Lovely one
There are many things that I want to tell you
But, one things you must know
Every time I saw things it carries me to you
As if everything exist

The implacable longing, has drown and covered me with no air gap
Oh, I loved him and sometimes he loved me too
From everything that I could understand
Or maybe love sounds too implacable for you to say
I wish I could hear that whispered to my ears when the night sky shattered like tonight



Oh God!
I crave for his aromas, lips, skin, his glazed eyes and even his sweat

How could I forget and not love you..melancholy man
How could I unloved you
Tonight could have written this by thinking that I don't have him and I could not have him for whatever reason
Even touching him sounds so lavish sometime

Oh..my heart looks for him but he is not here but distance
Could he hear my voice, it is every time and every hour calling

I love him and this is certain..and will he loves me?

Warm hand

I know its never be the same
I know it just a little warm that you could gave me
I know I have a very limited time for it
But through that at least I could feel how lovely those feeling that I missed back then

It started with a very simple thing
It started even from a very simple statement
But I know its all begin with a warm heart and will be ended the same

I have lost one..and God I don't wanna feel it again, the pain is not over yet
Let me feel this as longer as I could..don't take this chance again

I laughed to those people who ignore you
They don't know the meaning of losing
When the time comes no one could turn it back, no one dear, only memories who stay forever

Let me help you when your hand start shaking
or even when you couldn't remember who I am
Let me give you the best love that I have
Cause' realize it or not you have given me the warmest feeling that I desperately miss since my childhood has over